The Original Fake Audrey.

Yesterday i was on buzznet on my phone and I happen to see my old best friend under one of my old photos. So I click on her page even if it is private now I can see it on my phone. (There goes her effort to be secretive) Hahaha. Sooooo I see that she wrote some fucking journal explaining how awesome she is without me and how fucking "free" she is now because shes gotten rid of "negative" friends obvious implying me. At this moment I swear, I’m sickened that I’ve wasted so much fucking time on her talking about interests that are now all she talks about anyways! She’s fucking talking about movies like Across the Universe and Factory Girl, calling Edie Sedgwick her hero when I’m the one who fucking told her who she was! Stacey doesn’t even know who she is still to this day. Please. What a fucking poser. It’s actually kind of ironic since Stacey stopped talking to me because I’m having an eating disorder and now she’s calling her hero someone who didn’t eat for years and only smoked until she died slowly. Ha, isn’t that odd huh? HAHAHA. She is who she claims to be because of me, because she tries so hard to fit in even on the internet. And theirs is NO escaping that fact. I’m just so sick of her running away with my life on her name its so pathetic. I hate to sound rude but it’s all true. She’s one big sorry clone that’s horrible at even trying. She used to talk about cravings for sushi everyday when shes only had it like one time in her life. (Poser) She calls herself the "Hanna Beth" of all the scene queens but that’s only because K-D (me) gave her that fucking name. We used to call each other Audrey and Hanna. Well, you know how that real friendship ended. In Hanna backstabbing Audrey and look, I guess you did the same thing. Hear that Stace, you really are Hanna; congratulations you’ve gotten what you’ve always wanted. Because in the end, after you knew about what shit happening in my life you turned away. She acted like I was the fucking burden to be friends with instead of trying to HELP me. When you see your friends depressed talking about problems you try to help them or at least always stay by there side but Stacey was such a horrible friend that she just kept ignoring me because of her selfish needs. She found a better friend (who ironicly calling herself audrey now) and suddenly she didn’t want me. Not only that but she was too selfish to try to help me, talk to me, right after she told me I was just a lost soul who needed a friend. Bottom line is, she knew I needed her and she turned her back. That was a weak move, and shows she'll never be able to handle me. After reading that journal of her happiness of not being my friend I have never been more disappointed and DISGUSTED with a friend in my LIFE. Seriously, we even used to talk about living together now if I see her in the streets Ill fucking kick the shit out of her. It’d be a better showdown than me and jeffree! Hahah. (And she knows how much I dislike that thing!) Before reading that journal I actually considered wanting to be her friends again but...that journal made it so clearly final to me that I really don’t want anything to do with her ever again. She never replied to my last message too, where i was so friendly to her ugh it makes me want to puke just thinking about it. *shivers* but if she does. Oh my god she is going to get the biggest tell off of the century. Oh wait, all she has to do is read this jounral. Thanks for nothing stace. I really do hope you read this.

-from "audrey"

-p.s. I know you miss me but nobody can fucking replace me.

"xoxo"